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 Whiskey Tango Foxtrot?

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PostWhiskey Tango Foxtrot?

So this is my blog I guess. I'll be honest, right now I'm procrastinating. Vocab is kicking my ass which makes doing homework a lot more difficult. What also makes life in general a lot more difficult is that when he said he wanted "time for himself," what he apparently meant was "time with someone else," since my friend saw him snuggling with someone else last night. He apparently met her Saturday night, so I guess girls he just met is his thing. It wouldn't hurt so Goddamn much if he hadn't lied...and if it had been more than a week.

Oh yes, if swearing bothers you I suggest you not read this blog. I swore profusely before enlisting and since BMT it's gotten about 75% worse. I'll more than likely edit this post later, but I just wanted to get a few thoughts down before forcing myself to going back to deciphering these squiggles. We're supposed to negate using articles we haven't been told can negate...

Okay so the squiggles died as much as they possibly could. I'm texting him now, trying to get some answers. It wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't seen the person he can be, the person I care so much for. But of course, he's got her and Tim's got someone so I'm reminded why I don't "just have fun," and the other...*sigh* Well, inaccessible and I really don't know. Incredibly instable and thus far proven unreliable.

I want life to quit beating me up. I mean really, since about a week after I got out of Basic that's all it's really done is beat me up and I'm sick of this shit. I want to go home. I want to go back to simple things and reliable people. But then again, I only ever had less than a handful of reliable people in my entire life. Maybe I should just stop having so much Goddamned faith in people. I'd get hurt less often that way.

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Re: Whiskey Tango Foxtrot?
Post on Fri May 20, 2011 1:00 am  OnCallWingman
Wow...all I can say is that I'm really, really sorry. I've been a bad wingman to y'all. I've been gone for what? A month now? A little more than. So here's a crash course on why I've been gone so much:

-Boyfriend dumped me very unceremoniously, but I think y'all knew that already.
-Verbal vomit date turned into boyfriend and we're still very happy together. It's a very easy, comfortable relationship.
-Class. Lots and lots of class.
-The Air Force is really dumb sometimes with the rules they come up with. Common sense my ass!
-Class.
-Planning a trip next weekend for Memorial Day.
-Class
-Just now got decent internet back.
-Did I mention lots of class?

I have a language shoved down my throat seven hours a day, five days a week. Imagine your high school French or Spanish or Latin class. Now give it an alphabet that doesn't look the same, and sounds we don't have in any Romance language. Now stretch it out to last your entire school day. I get that until next July. -_-

Soo...that's my life in a nutshell. Well, the past month of my life, anyway. Now you get the gooey talk about the new boyfriend because you haven't gotten it yet. Razz He's really...sweet. He's just an all around great guy. I have Seasonal Affect Disorder, which is basically seasonal depression. I need the sun to be happy. This place...is really, really foggy and rainy and cold. I love the place, it's absolutely beautiful...but the weather leaves something to be desired. So I'll get into these moods, and when I get into these moods I start picking fights without even realizing it, often with those I'm closest to. I did this to him without even realizing it, and he didn't fight with me. He didn't get angry, he answered all my questions (*coughdemandscough*) calmly and promptly, he was just generally very patient and very sweet. When I apologized later, he said it was okay and he just figured it was part of being a girl, which part of it is. I've told him I love him and he loves me back, though we've both made it clear that neither of us are *in* love yet. It's very comfortable and sometimes it even feels like we're already married. We've talked about it some, but both of us know that it's extremely conditional. Big "if." I could see it, though. Smile

Unfortunately, this is all the time I have for now. It's midnight and tomorrow's a duty day. I'm going to try to be on a little more often now that I've gotten into the swing of things. Smile

~Fin~
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Post on Sat Apr 16, 2011 12:59 pm  OnCallWingman
Hmm...don't know if anyone's even reading this but oh well. No skin off my nose to post anyway, is it? ;P

So I had a lot of fun last night. Smile Turns out he'd been looking at the wrong show times, so we got dinner, went to Borders (where I bought the next two Odd Thomas books!), then went to see Hop which was maybe a little young but still really cute. :3 Got ice cream, tried to go back to Borders but it was closed...and so was Best Buy...and Target...and Wal-Mart. And by that time we were just looking for a bathroom, so we found a Denny's. XD Walked over to the 7-11 then back to the car at the Denny's parking lot where we sat and talked for a few hours because neither of us wanted to go home and I'm finally off weekend curfews. We tried to cuddle in the front seat but the console was in the way. The back seat...I felt bad coz he has very long legs and a very small car. >_< But it worked. We wound up falling asleep and the only reason I suggested going home was because the car was off and I was really cold, so I wound up getting home at 5:30 this morning. I'm currently procrastinating on the shit ton of homework I've got waiting in my backpack.

So...I like him. Smile He's a sweet guy and really nice, and we seem to have the same sorts of interests and values, if not the exact same likes and dislikes. It's also surprising and nice to find someone else here who hasn't slept with anyone else. Yes, at almost 20 I'm still a virgin but I honestly don't see anything wrong with it. All it means is I like to take things slowly and I just haven't found the right guy yet. I'd rather that than sleep with a guy who's only after that then leaves once he gets it and feel even more like shit than I do after a normal break up. I also have a feeling that this one's the kind of guy I could be friends with even if we did get into a relationship and it wound up not working out.

I think that's all for now, really. A good weekend at the end of a really shitty week. Smile Now I'm going to go force myself to decipher more squiggles...and write them ten times each because I suck at spelling in Arabic. >_<
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Re: Whiskey Tango Foxtrot?
Post on Fri Apr 15, 2011 1:45 am  OnCallWingman
I'm alive I swear! *pant pant pant* I'll be able to blog a bit this weekend, In Shah Allah. I've got Sunday drive plans, though, and apparently a verbal vomit date-ish-type-thingy tomorrow. My roommate says it's a date but I barely know the guy. Either way, he's taking me out to see Hop to cheer me up and get me off post after one of the most consistently shittiest weeks I've had in quite a while. So I'll see y'all tomorrow night/some time Saturday! Just thought I'd let you know that I'm still here and still kickin!
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